January 2009
Agony
Today, i realized a lot of things. Not necessarily the bad things in life.
But the good ones too. I fucking hate this feeeling. The feeling where you feel like everything is totally over. but its not! i always wonder why cant i change why cant i be more like everyone else. happy. educated. satisfied. its like im such a helpless fucking dope i cant even think for my own decisions now! im...
“New seasons come by and flowers grow back.”
– ml
Disappointed
What a horrible fucking way to start off with a new year. Fuck 2008. Fuck summer. Fuck everything. I cannot wait to start a fresh new year. problems with **** isnt to much fun. i will murder that bitch in two seconds.. haha. this is probably a pretty emo blog but its okay. happy new year bitches! sooo, i hung out with marco for the past two days. hes great! at least some things are finally...
“shock me like an electric eel; ”